This is gonna be about my friend who's going back overseas soon...
He has taught me that perhaps there are better things out there.. Gave me hope and kicked away my loneliness during times that I'm faraway from comfort (I dont know why I used the word kick... ) Gave me laughter and smiles from across the globe.
Perhaps I have been unwilling to reach out to people; only mixing with those I'm comfortable enough. But that's just me!
When he was back home, I was not able to meet up with him as often as I had wished. Workload has pushed my time with friends away. Or perhaps I had been simply lazy. Or my priorities were different. Geez, I'm even making excuses for myself here. I apologise to u, dear friend..
I am glad that he's still my friend, be my listening ear. I trust that he can be my confidant and offer me sound advice. In short, someone I can rely on.
Now, dont say that u're grateful! say u're touched! LOL jk..!
Wednesday, 26 August 2009
what I dont have?
With the radio on in the background, she debates with herself, whether or not to pour her soul out.
I thought that change would not be something that I'd fear. But it is not true, particularly because it relates to this person.
I thought that I could just give and give, willingly, wholeheartedly, expecting nothing more in return. But I guess along the line, I had been hoping for more all the while.
Time. Four simple alphabets, but it encompasses a person's future. Hope, dreams, and aspirations.
I wish for a lot of things: for more time, for him to stay, to just be with me.
I thought that change would not be something that I'd fear. But it is not true, particularly because it relates to this person.
I thought that I could just give and give, willingly, wholeheartedly, expecting nothing more in return. But I guess along the line, I had been hoping for more all the while.
Time. Four simple alphabets, but it encompasses a person's future. Hope, dreams, and aspirations.
I wish for a lot of things: for more time, for him to stay, to just be with me.
Monday, 10 August 2009
Can I be a selfish person?
These few days I had been having negative thoughts, particularly on my family.
So not able to show or even to feel love.
But a part of me questioned myself whether I should really be behaving like this.
What if one day I'd come to regret?
When the last word I'd say to this person was a short, annoyed, couldn't be bothered and dont bother me reply?
Choi!!! dam scary thought!
Still, I couldnt get myself to change.
So not able to show or even to feel love.
But a part of me questioned myself whether I should really be behaving like this.
What if one day I'd come to regret?
When the last word I'd say to this person was a short, annoyed, couldn't be bothered and dont bother me reply?
Choi!!! dam scary thought!
Still, I couldnt get myself to change.
Sunday, 9 August 2009
sisterly love.
Hello! It's me back in blogging! Such a rare thing, can you believe it? =D
Well, peak period's gone, I finally have time for myself, and I just got back from Dinner with Dee and Yen. At Itallianies in Pyramid. (Jealous, animals?? XD)
Well the dinner was a fulfilment of sorts, for myself: being able to meet the two KL animals, dinner at Itallianies which is a place I'd been wanting to go to, and having Creme Brulee which I had been yearning since weeks ago... ;)
Spent almost the whole night just sitting at the restaurant, eating and chatting till almost 11.
Well it was almost the whole night because we spent time walking nearly the whole of Pyramid looking for ATMs. and prior to that, spent time circling around the floors of the parking lot looking for a space.
Anyway, Yen was all about "I'm very happy these few days~~" and Dee was all about listening and I was just staring into space. haha nah, u think so?
Well, peak period's gone, I finally have time for myself, and I just got back from Dinner with Dee and Yen. At Itallianies in Pyramid. (Jealous, animals?? XD)
Well the dinner was a fulfilment of sorts, for myself: being able to meet the two KL animals, dinner at Itallianies which is a place I'd been wanting to go to, and having Creme Brulee which I had been yearning since weeks ago... ;)
Spent almost the whole night just sitting at the restaurant, eating and chatting till almost 11.
Well it was almost the whole night because we spent time walking nearly the whole of Pyramid looking for ATMs. and prior to that, spent time circling around the floors of the parking lot looking for a space.
Anyway, Yen was all about "I'm very happy these few days~~" and Dee was all about listening and I was just staring into space. haha nah, u think so?
Sometimes when my friends tell me about their problems, I couldnt help but wanting to intervene. Like commenting that what they did was wrong, they should have done this way, shouldnt have said that things and so on...
I know that when a person tells you of her a problem, it is not ur right to give ur opinion or even to strongly suggest a solution or an alternative to him/her. As a listener, you have to be objective, attentive and understanding.
By objective and understanding , it is without judging, without thinking or saying to her, oh u should have done this this and this way. Or for thinking that your friend was stupid for getting into such a mess. You should be waiting till s/he gets her/his point across because most of the time, she has not even finished telling you the main problem. Or perhaps there's not really a problem at all? She's just telling you what's in her mind. And that's all.
By attentive, it is listening and capturing ur friend's explanations, tone, body language, facial expression, etc. It is giving "ya, go on" and "mm hmm" at the appropriate times. Not at a too slow a rate or at a "hurry up and finish up what u're saying" pace.
So, unless your friends asks u this: "what should I do?" or "Am i wrong?" or "BLOODY HELP ME!!", just listen to her .
It is often said, people just need a listening ear. Not necessarily a solutions provider. Because most often, people already have their own answers. Just that they're afraid to go for it or they need some assurance from their friends. Hence, look for the cue, and say what is appropriate.
I know that when a person tells you of her a problem, it is not ur right to give ur opinion or even to strongly suggest a solution or an alternative to him/her. As a listener, you have to be objective, attentive and understanding.
By objective and understanding , it is without judging, without thinking or saying to her, oh u should have done this this and this way. Or for thinking that your friend was stupid for getting into such a mess. You should be waiting till s/he gets her/his point across because most of the time, she has not even finished telling you the main problem. Or perhaps there's not really a problem at all? She's just telling you what's in her mind. And that's all.
By attentive, it is listening and capturing ur friend's explanations, tone, body language, facial expression, etc. It is giving "ya, go on" and "mm hmm" at the appropriate times. Not at a too slow a rate or at a "hurry up and finish up what u're saying" pace.
So, unless your friends asks u this: "what should I do?" or "Am i wrong?" or "BLOODY HELP ME!!", just listen to her .
It is often said, people just need a listening ear. Not necessarily a solutions provider. Because most often, people already have their own answers. Just that they're afraid to go for it or they need some assurance from their friends. Hence, look for the cue, and say what is appropriate.
Friday, 3 July 2009
Today's one of the better days for me within the week...
I feel less pressured and I actually look forward to spending time at home... Doing nothing much, but just being at home.. =)
Can finally see my family members.. haha
Don't really get to see them, coz this week I was either working till late at night or having dinner with friends outside...
Speaking of friends, Jac and Keat went back to their uni liao... =( take care my dears... miss u all heaps.. muaks..
Tomorrow I'm going for blood test, and then I'd be applying for CPA... freaking expensive la the rate for CPA... 1AUD for RM2.80... 0.O hmph...
Anyway, been having doubts as to whether I'd seriously wanna go down this CPA path... but what the heck, better money for the future ma, right? haha
Hope that I can really study for it lah...
Did you know?!??! There's a promotion for DKNY fresh blossom in Mid Valley!! ^^
selling for 50ml and 100ml, it comes with body lotion, small mini perfume, bag and what not lah... so tempting!!
But I shall not buy it, coz I've had 3 bottles of perfume already, since my birthday.. =)
Another perfume I like is CK One Summer~~ =D oh yummy~
Another one's Elizabeth Arden's Pretty~!! Smells very much like Elizabeth Arden's Beauty~ ^^
I feel less pressured and I actually look forward to spending time at home... Doing nothing much, but just being at home.. =)
Can finally see my family members.. haha
Don't really get to see them, coz this week I was either working till late at night or having dinner with friends outside...
Speaking of friends, Jac and Keat went back to their uni liao... =( take care my dears... miss u all heaps.. muaks..
Tomorrow I'm going for blood test, and then I'd be applying for CPA... freaking expensive la the rate for CPA... 1AUD for RM2.80... 0.O hmph...
Anyway, been having doubts as to whether I'd seriously wanna go down this CPA path... but what the heck, better money for the future ma, right? haha
Hope that I can really study for it lah...
Did you know?!??! There's a promotion for DKNY fresh blossom in Mid Valley!! ^^
selling for 50ml and 100ml, it comes with body lotion, small mini perfume, bag and what not lah... so tempting!!
But I shall not buy it, coz I've had 3 bottles of perfume already, since my birthday.. =)
Another perfume I like is CK One Summer~~ =D oh yummy~
Another one's Elizabeth Arden's Pretty~!! Smells very much like Elizabeth Arden's Beauty~ ^^
Saturday, 27 June 2009
Yesterday was my mom's birthday....
I had almost forgotten about it during the week =O
Well it's because we had had dinner with her on Father's Day.. and I was freaking caught up with work.
Work these few days.. sigh... a lot to do.. and there's no amount of time in the world for me to finish them up!
After I've done the field work for one case, then its about following up with the previous cases... and when you have a dateline to meet for one case, where can you find the time to follow up previous cases? =.=
Anyway, I can see that I'd be very very busy in July... sigh...
Work has sapped off my carefreeness....
I had almost forgotten about it during the week =O
Well it's because we had had dinner with her on Father's Day.. and I was freaking caught up with work.
Work these few days.. sigh... a lot to do.. and there's no amount of time in the world for me to finish them up!
After I've done the field work for one case, then its about following up with the previous cases... and when you have a dateline to meet for one case, where can you find the time to follow up previous cases? =.=
Anyway, I can see that I'd be very very busy in July... sigh...
Work has sapped off my carefreeness....
Sunday, 17 May 2009
right round
Went to Zouk on Fri at quite the last minute... dah lah busy with work in office, have to chat in msn about the night's plan.. ;D
So I asked Jac whether she'd wanna go and she said yes coz there's nth better to do at home.. haha
Invited by Kelvin to join his friend, who brought her other friends..
The other animals were all busy with their stuffs... and qian's in malacca... so it's just me and her! haha
We were late for about 25 minutes.. coz we made a wrong turning.. =(
Then, it was 1 hour later that we enter becoz of some club rules... no T shirts allowed, but they let us in anyway ... =.= troublesome..
we went into Phuture..
First thing I noticed was, damn, why got uncle wan... some more this uncle wearing suit... then there's another group of uncles and aunties to my left.... wah lau eh...
Yvonne, Kammy, Jac, me
Didnt think I'd be dancing for the night, but Kammy and Jac tempted me....
The dancefloor's just too bright! >.<
Don't you just love this pic, sis? lolz
Lust
I miss the sound of your voice
I miss the rush of your skin
I miss the still of the silence
As you breathe out and I breathe in
If I could walk on water if I can tell you what’s next
Make you believe, make you forget
So come on, get higher, loosen my lips
Faith and desire in the swing of your hips
Just pull me down hard
And drown me in love
So come on, get higher, loosen my lips
Faith and desire in the swing of your hips
Just pull me down hard
And drown me in love
I miss the sound of your voice
The loudest thing in my head
And I ache to remember
All the violence, sweet
Perfect words that you said
If I could walk on water, if i could tell you what’s next,
make you believe, make you forget
So come on, get higher, loosen my lips
Faith and desire in the swing of your hips
Just pull me down hard
And drown me in love
So come on, get higher, loosen my lips
Faith and desire in the swing of your hips
Just pull me down hard
And drown me in love
I miss the pull of your heart
I can taste the sparks on your tongue
I see angels and devils
And God, when you come on
Hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on love
Sing shalala love
Sing shalala love
Come on, get higher, loosen my lips
Faith and desire in the swing of your hips
Just pull me down hard
And drown me in love
So come on, get higher, loosen my lips
Faith and desire in the swing of your hips
Just pull me down hard
And drown me, drown me in love
It's all right
It's all right
It's all right
So, come on, get higher
Come on, get higher
'Cause everything works
Everything works in your arms
I miss the rush of your skin
I miss the still of the silence
As you breathe out and I breathe in
If I could walk on water if I can tell you what’s next
Make you believe, make you forget
So come on, get higher, loosen my lips
Faith and desire in the swing of your hips
Just pull me down hard
And drown me in love
So come on, get higher, loosen my lips
Faith and desire in the swing of your hips
Just pull me down hard
And drown me in love
I miss the sound of your voice
The loudest thing in my head
And I ache to remember
All the violence, sweet
Perfect words that you said
If I could walk on water, if i could tell you what’s next,
make you believe, make you forget
So come on, get higher, loosen my lips
Faith and desire in the swing of your hips
Just pull me down hard
And drown me in love
So come on, get higher, loosen my lips
Faith and desire in the swing of your hips
Just pull me down hard
And drown me in love
I miss the pull of your heart
I can taste the sparks on your tongue
I see angels and devils
And God, when you come on
Hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on love
Sing shalala love
Sing shalala love
Come on, get higher, loosen my lips
Faith and desire in the swing of your hips
Just pull me down hard
And drown me in love
So come on, get higher, loosen my lips
Faith and desire in the swing of your hips
Just pull me down hard
And drown me, drown me in love
It's all right
It's all right
It's all right
So, come on, get higher
Come on, get higher
'Cause everything works
Everything works in your arms
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